cause she looks like a flower but she stings like a bee
To you. Yes you.
Is it bad to try and make you change every wrong habits you have? Is it bad to wish that somehow, because of me, you can change for the better? Or was I too demanding and overbearing already? Am I trying to change you to a person that’s not really you? They say to love a person who loves you for who you are. Someone who can accept all sides of you. Am I the exact opposite of that? Am I just choosing that one side of you that I care about? Truth is, I don’t really know what to do anymore. All of the times we were together, I was trying my best to meet you halfway. But then personal values and beliefs comes along and my idea of what is right is now distorted. Im trying to accept the things that you are in and try to understand the principles that you stand for. But how can I force myself to accept things I firmly believe is wrong? Am I being too close-minded? Should I just allow you to go and have some fun and waste a little of your life since it’s part of the ‘transition’? It still comes down to the fact that we’re two very opposite people who found each other. But I guess every arguments we have and we will have is always going to be about things you do that I find wrong. And then you’ll tell me that since I believe that you are like that, you’ll totally assume that personality or attitude. I really don’t know if I should just let you be who you are and not care anymore so that I could show that I love you. I don’t know if my love is “right” anymore. I just want you to be a good person. Right now, I am really in doubt if I am still making you happy. Maybe, you will be happy with someone else who enjoy life the way you do. It’s just that, it’s painful to think about all the good memories we have and the plans we have for the future. I still hold on to that. But if you are starting to feel unhappy just because I am trying to change you, then I cannot do anything about it anymore. It is important for me that you are happy. If it’s not with me, I shall find ways to live with it.